baby, 9 april seems to be a long time ago. its been 5 months since i told you my feelings for you, if i knew this would happen, i wouldnt have confessed my feelings towards you, i rather keep it to myself. maybe tat way, we wouldnt be like this. its been awhile since you last spoke to me, i struggle everyday since without you by my side. i didnt meant to force you or anything like tat. i wanted to share my happiness & joy being with you. but i guess i couldnt. eventhough i love you to pieces, i guess im not the one tat is able to bring joy to your life. if somebody else could give you the happiness tat you want, i’ll let you have it. i just want the person tat i love the most to be happy more than anything else. if i have been more than a burden in your life over the past 5 months, tell me, i’ll leave for good. i really jus want you to be happy. god gave me the strength and courage to wait this long for you, i know i’ll keep waiting. i made a promise to you tat i would. if waiting for you still aint good enough for you, than im sorry baby, i cant do more than tat. its been awhile since we spoke, i have a feeling tat we’ve spoken to each other for the last time, if you wan me to go, i’ll really go. i dunwish to be a burden in your life anymore. i wan you to be happy, even at the expense of my happiness. eventhough we’ve been arguing alot for the past few months & tat you said things tat really do hurt me, i still love you with all my heart, i really do. if this has been our fate from the beginning, i’ll have to accept it slowly & painfully. if this are my last words to you than im sorry. love is a gift frm god of which i cant control. if he chooses to take it away from me i cant do anything. i only had one memory of you to cherish, i’ll cherish it with all my heart. i apologized for all the wrongdoings tat ive done towards you or said towards you. i noe there arent stuff you arent please abt wad i said. sorry baby.sorry. i love you with all my heart, if you still care abt me, let me hear your voice for one last time. aftertat, if its really wad ive feared, we’ll go our separate ways. sorry baby, sorry