I dunwan you to go

Mayb i should just vanish. No way am i goin to accept yr love. I’m really sorry fr hurting you. I really mean it wen i say sorry. I knw i shouldn’t have said or do those things to you. I didnt want tt to happen either. You knw i have difficulty making my own decision. I didnt knw how to reject you. So i used a really mean way to push you away. Apparently it didnt work and i realised i had just hurt you so deeply tt i am feeling really bad. You think only you have bad memories towards this whole thing? I think i have a bigger nightmare. I was way overboard and i knw it myself. I’m truly sorry.

I didn’t write tt,
Someone did,
I just dunwan you to go
I really don’t
God why are you soo cruel and
Take her away from me?..

Strings.

Guess my blog misses me. So I dropped by to tell the whole world that i’m inlove. She’s just so fine.uhhuhh, just so fineeee. Ahhh,her curves.. So sexaye I gotta use my flexi ruler! She’s from a family with rich history background. I’d pass my history with distinction! All the formulas I need to get her is oooh, in my head. I’d do just anything! All my equations and chemicals go crazy cause she’s driving me nuts! Love her, only her. Miss education. You spell perfect-o. Gosh, so tiring… Typing on iPhone. Have fun picking on me. Hah.

5 months

baby, 9 april seems to be a long time ago. its been 5 months since i told you my feelings for you, if i knew this would happen, i wouldnt have confessed my feelings towards you, i rather keep it to myself. maybe tat way, we wouldnt be like this. its been awhile since you last spoke to me, i struggle everyday since without you by my side. i didnt meant to force you or anything like tat. i wanted to share my happiness & joy being with you. but i guess i couldnt. eventhough i love you to pieces, i guess im not the one tat is able to bring joy to your life. if somebody else could give you the happiness tat you want, i’ll let you have it. i just want the person tat i love the most to be happy more than anything else. if i have been more than a burden in your life over the past 5 months, tell me, i’ll leave for good. i really jus want you to be happy. god gave me the strength and courage to wait this long for you, i know i’ll keep waiting. i made a promise to you tat i would. if waiting for you still aint good enough for you, than im sorry baby, i cant do more than tat. its been awhile since we spoke, i have a feeling tat we’ve spoken to each other for the last time, if you wan me to go, i’ll really go. i dunwish to be a burden in your life anymore. i wan you to be happy, even at the expense of my happiness. eventhough we’ve been arguing alot for the past few months & tat you said things tat really do hurt me, i still love you with all my heart, i really do. if this has been our fate from the beginning, i’ll have to accept it slowly & painfully. if this are my last words to you than im sorry. love is a gift frm god of which i cant control. if he chooses to take it away from me i cant do anything. i only had one memory of you to cherish, i’ll cherish it with all my heart. i apologized for all the wrongdoings tat ive done towards you or said towards you. i noe there arent stuff you arent please abt wad i said. sorry baby.sorry. i love you with all my heart, if you still care abt me, let me hear your voice for one last time. aftertat, if its really wad ive feared, we’ll go our separate ways. sorry baby, sorry

Hiatus

results was disappointing
sigh
it brought me down back to earth again

prelim is coming next week
o’s soon
67 days i tink

i shall be on hiatus frm wordpress-in
till maybe after o’s
sorry guys

We’ll go our separate ways in life..

We’ll go our separate ways In life
Eventhough I truly & genuinely loved you
I wanted you to be happy
I noe I cant give you the happiness tat you want
I guess somebody else can

So I’ll let you have wad you wanted all along
Eventhough I didn’t want it to be this way
I wont stay my selfish self
I dun blame you for anything tat you did

Sorry for my wrong doings
& Im not expecting you to forgive me
I jus wanted to say sorry

Goodluck for your future & for your pursuit of happiness
I shall not stand in your way anymre
Ive held on for as long as I could

I only had one moment to treasure with you
I’ll keep it close to my heart
for one day if you ever chose to come back

& accept my love
I wont turn my back on you
Cos deep down in my heart
I still hope for tat

Sorry
& goodbye